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Wednesday, January 6th, 2010

celestial_one87

1:06a I think in ink Walking home in cool moonlight I whisper beautiful thoughts to my self. A life lived in darkness that brings happiness. Ice white skin cool to touch but soft to caress. Love found in blood red roses and eyes lined in coal full of passion. Each stride bringing me closer to my love who I thought would greet me eagerly upon entering our chamber but no such greeting came. Just barely open eyes and a body covered in sleep... and even when my presence was made known nothing of the affection I am accustomed too was given. Now I lay beside my sleeping knight who cares not to even embrace me good night. I have been melancoly... remembering the past that my knight saved me from there are still some wounds that still need to heal. A face so similar to one that I hurt so badly and a disgust that rises bile in my throat when I remember what I did. Some say to live without regret I am not one of those who can for my regrets guide me away from situations that have already been experienced and I can learn something new with every turn of the earth. I wish I were an angel so I could fly into the dark heavens and see the clear moon in all it's glory...

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Friday, December 25th, 2009

celestial_one87

5:58p Distance Thinking of you just streets away and strides away... I wonder what has become of you know that your family has been disgraced. Remembering my last Christmas and the chill that set into my heart. You and several others froze me turning me into an ice mistress who's only warmth was between her thighs. Now I think of how warm I am, my skin still holds to the cold but my heart is hot and full of desire for my love. He is the one who has sewn my wounds and cared for them so tenderly there are almost no scars. Although my heart is battle worn I have a knight who will protect me so I won't have to suffer the blows. Even if one day I can not call him my own he is my knight and has saved me from diving into a deep depression. For now I love him with every fiber of my being, all my love, hate, desire, curiosity and drive fuel my affection for him. Although I am healing and almost perfect yet again I would gladly protect him from the evil in the world for even though I delight in his youthful warmth I never want to see him frozen by scorn again.

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